I am also happy to see you. I’m also very happy to see you all. It really makes all the effort worthwhile. But honestly, I don’t want to go anywhere anymore. I’m too tired. These past few nights, I haven’t been able to sleep at all. Every night after giving a lecture, for example after giving initiation, it’s already four or five in the morning. […]
Have you all gotten any rest since you went home? Maybe you didn’t need to? Only I need it. You never need it, you’re always strong, healthy and “hoorah” all the time. Fat and healthy jumping around wherever you go. Kept calling me, “Master this, Master that.” Oh dear, I was exhausted. As soon as I got home, I lay down right away. […] Usually, when I come home, if I haven’t changed clothes or taken a shower yet, I don’t get on the bed – I’m afraid I might dirty the mattress. But when I got home, I just took off the outer robe and lay down completely. […]
