I really appreciate the Sun very much. And today I wanted to talk to Him. I wanted to for many days already, after I talked to the Moon. But time is just a precious thing, difficult to find in my life nowadays. Or whenever I finish all the work for Supreme Master TV, then I have to meditate, to make up for 11 and a half hours or more, as much as I can. And then I have to eat something. And even though cold, like fruits and maybe some bread and vegan cheese, you still need to prepare. But I feel I’m so lucky. I have everything I need and the health. Even when I’m sick for some reason, like coughing a lot, or have some bleeding. But I still feel I’m very healthy and lucky and happy, even though the illness makes you feel uncomfortable. But it’s not much compared to the happiness that you feel, compared to the real health above all this.
And the Sun, if the Sun comes out in the daytime, oh, that’s wonderful, that’s wonderful. Even before I told you that, sometimes I didn’t have enough electricity and had to wait because the Sun was not enough. Especially in wintertime, and often the telephone doesn’t reach where I want it to. But actually, I don’t contact a lot of people, just a couple, three, I think three, not enough to count on all my fingers even. But still, I feel so lucky, I feel so happy, so grateful in my heart. And I say it out loud also. Whenever I have time, I always repeat the words of thanks from my heart.
Just imagine, many poor people do not have the life I have. And the old-time kings, they didn’t have such a convenience like what we have right now. Even if they had the whole world, they didn’t have the convenience that I have. And they had to wait for the eunuchs to bring their food, and it became cold. It was not always what they wanted to eat that day, but they had to eat, even if it didn’t taste good. So, I feel I’m so lucky. Eat when I’m hungry, I don’t have to wait, I can prepare for myself what I need, what I want to, so it tastes just good. When you want something and you have it, then you feel very happy. Actually, I don’t have a lot, but I feel like I have a lot already – so rich, so fulfilled, so contented. So, I’m just telling you all this to let you know and you don’t worry too much about me.
At first it was less convenient, but slowly I arranged my things. Even my wigwam, when I tuck it under the mattress, then I have pockets alongside of the bed. And there I put up all the things that I need, like some special ointment, maybe something that I always need. And have some shelves to put my things next to it also, and put the PC on it. And sitting on the mattress is also very, very nice. No need for a big chair or a big table or anything. I just use some book to put the PC on, and use a square mattress to put my keyboard, I put the keyboard on that standing square mattress. And that’s it, I work there. Very convenient and works perfect. When there is electricity, then everything works perfect. Otherwise, you have to wait, and it takes longer. And when the Internet works well, then it’s also very perfect. At least I can charge my phones and the PC to work.
And I’m just thinking how loving the Sun is, because sometimes I want to take a photograph of the Sun. And I said, “Oh, Sun, You’re not here.” And then He breaks through the thick black cloud to come out for me, enough time for me to take a couple of photographs. Oh, I feel like I’m so close to everything – to the trees, the plants, squirrel-people, anything. And also, so close to the Moon and the Sun. And the Earth, walking out here you don’t have to clean the yard or anything. That’s what’s beautiful about it. Just a little place and a little vinyl. You just walk in, walk out, it’s so easy to clean. I don’t have to take too much time worrying about household chores. So good, so free, so lucky I feel, all the time. Well, most of the time, except sometimes something is too overwhelmingly oppressive and worrisome. The things about the world and people dying needlessly, and the animal-people suffer daily and needlessly. Oh, God! That I always have to try to put it behind me, otherwise I can’t work.
But most of the time, I think of these positive things and am happy to watch things grow around me. Like in winter, many things are just dormant, asleep. And when spring comes, everywhere is green, the grass, the plants, anonymous plants, but they’re all green, so happy. I feel happy just like them, blooming. The Sun and the Moon, whenever They come out, They’re just like my happy friends. And I always feel loved by Them.
And the stars at night, when you look up to the sky, while just sitting in a small chair, or you can buy picnic chairs, very easy to sit on, and look up. Wow, it’s really... All the stars come out, and there’s nothing you can compare to that. In winter, you see the stars, it’s even better than in summer. In winter, there are no leaves on the trees, and you can see through the branches. All the stars seem to shine brighter than in the city, and you feel closer to them somehow. I mean, physically, you feel like they’re nearer to you. All this wonderful feeling makes you happy, makes me happy, and very appreciative. That’s why I feel lucky and happy.
And I was thinking, how many people can have such a scenery like I have – I can see the leaves all over above my head, and even the Sun tries to come out and say hallo, and let me take some beautiful photographs. I feel appreciative, so thankful to God, to all the Saints and Sages also for giving us so much merits, so that we can inherit them, and we can enjoy everything around us.
Even when I was in the city, I was also feeling very grateful everywhere I go, because I can have things that I need, even if not as many, but I just feel so much abundance already. I guess I’m just a very happy person, which is a good thing, so you can endure many gloomy situations, and some even deadly situations, and some even very unpleasant situations. But all will pass; happy times, sad times, they will all pass. They will all pass, so we don’t have to worry about it. We don’t have to always remember it. Every day there’re always some different things. When you see plants, they grow and they are different every day, a little bit. Some flowers, the old ones – even old, but they change into a more mature and beautiful color. They change into different colors sometimes when they’re more mature. And then a new one comes. You can always enjoy everything. In the forest, there’re so many flowers. If I had a garden, I could never plant so many like that.
I feel very lucky. I thank You, God, for being so kind to me, taking care of me. in every little detail – even what kind of medicine to take. How can you have a better Guardian than that? Of course, I know I have to suffer still, but if you know that you have Somebody Who loves you so much, then you can overcome everything, truly! Truly, “Seek you first the Kingdom of God, and all the things shall be added unto you.” Well, I wanted to tell you that I talked to the Sun, but I’ve been talking all about me right now, because I feel so happy, so lucky. I thought I should also share this energy with you. Hopefully your days will get better when you hear all this and appreciate small things, very little things.
Photo Caption: Upward Is the Way to Safe Old-Home
