For many of us, the initiation blessing lasts a long, long, long time, and they feel like bird(-people) flying for ten days or for months. When you are so pure, when you are so pure inwardly, then you will always feel these blessings, always more and more after the initiation and it never gets lost. But you have to be very sincere, very honest and very pure, and then all the blessings are there. You feel that for so long, so long, so long. Someone has already received initiation, and for ten days they are always like in Heaven. He does his job, but that doesn’t bother him at all. And someone scolds him, or his wife causes him problems – it doesn’t bother him at all. […]
You have a headache because you’re trying so hard. You don’t have to try so hard. (Yes.) I already said it yesterday. You should not be like this: “I want to have Light! Why hasn’t the Light come yet? Five hours already!” We just sit like a baby. Like a child watching the television. Just like that. The way you’re looking at me now, you’re looking out with your Third Eye. That’s easy. And repeat the Five (Holy) Names sometimes. Repeat slowly. It is very simple. […]
We have to come to God and only God, and then everything will be better. Otherwise, if you come to me and say, “Please, Master, I want to feel more comfortable in my body again,” and something like that, “Is that possible?” I can’t promise that. In the Bible it says, “Seek you first the Kingdom of God and all the things shall be added unto you.” “Seek you first the Kingdom of God and all the things shall be added unto you.” But if we only seek things and not the Kingdom of God, then things may or may not come, I can’t promise that. I have sought God just to seek God, and I hardly understand how God reacts when someone seeks Hirm just for their illnesses or something. […]
