"The more I see You, the more I love You." I won’t die yet. But it has to be that way. Your body has to be reduced to rubble in order to save all sentient beings. It’s not easy. Not just the physical body is reduced to rubble, no, the spiritual body as well. Your spiritual body has to be sacrificed also, in order to change the (bad) karma of countless beings, countless, not just this Earth only. No. You went through but you have to come back. Running back and forth. You cannot go through and leave them behind. (You’re suffered a lot.) If one person suffers for hundreds, thousands, tens of thousands other people, million, billions of other people to be happy, then it’s well worth it. It’s worth it. Otherwise, what for do we exist in the universe, if we cannot help others?